what is the point of the relationship when you're not willing to make a little sacrifice?
or is it just cause of the status quo that you're highly unhappy of?
would you rather i give you an answer that you want but i can't commit?
is that it?
is that what you really want?
i never know what you really want.
because you never tell me anything.
but you keep insisting that i tell you stuff.
i dont know.
i'm just really upset right now.

mummy is being horrible as well.
forcing me to quit my job.
it just makes me really sad.
because i've been there so long.
i'm so attached.
and she's making me seem irresponsible.
when a new manager coming in.
and new people coming in to work.
and i'm not there to help.
but thats not it.
she keeps saying that my pay is my allowance and stuff.
and now she expects me to quit before i find another job.
where's the money coming from?
heaven?
guess what?
i'm not like you.
i'm not like you who leave a job just because you dont like the boss.
just because things get a little tough for you.
and not care about your responsibilities.
i can't be you.


today was a good day until that happens.
saw all the eye candies that i love to see.
there's only the special two for me.
for my eyes to feast on.

you got me crying.